HELLO.
haha. i missed my second appointment with the dentist today. aww. have to postpone it to next friday. not going to school again. but i'll go for choir. this time im going to pull out another two teeth, which makes all that four. haha. im teeth-less. haha. im not sure when im actually going to put on braces though.
anyway, somethings been really bothering me lately. havent been really myself.
my momma wants to take me to shanghai this coming march, during the one week break. i know, its good and all, yeah, can see shuai dudes ... the thing is, i dont really want to go. i mean, i want to go, badly, i just love going overseas. its just, ARGH. i dont know.
if i dont go for the bloody holiday choir practices, i will like have practically nil chances of getting into the syf.:( i dont know what to do.
AND, theyre going for a whole eight days, a bloody EIGHT days. do you have any clue how long that is? it pass like years, months, DECADES. ARGH.
and my sickening mother wants me to go to stay with my aunt and grans'. not that im against that. but, we're talking EIGHT days here. not, three or four, which is like bad enough. plus i hate to say this, but, there's absolutely nuts for me to do there. so sick.
all i can do is, pray, and God will make a way.
sigh.
and i cant find this weeks i zhou kan. so depressing.

it has been bad.
and im not suprise if it gets any worse.

-out.